Saturday, 8 June 2013

First Love....

What was I to do with love? I loved him so much that there were no words to describe my feelings for him. He hurt me once, then again and the third time became to much. I decided to break it off, we were not a good match. Arguing, jealously and name calling. He said he was sorry but yet hurt me time and time again. He lost my trust, the one person I was head over heels for only upset me time and time again. I may say that I do not have feelings for him any more, but that is just my brave face. Second after second, minute after minute, hour after hour all I do is think about him. How could he do this to me? Make me have to make such a decision, as to wether our relationship was worth it or not. I lay in bed sobbing little sobs over how much I miss him. All the memories we shared, I will not forget but simply cherish. The way we hugged or the way his fingers were always entangled with mine. He gave me butterflies by saying hi. When I see him talk to other girls, I start to get jealous and wish he was still all mine. I regret not kissing him like there was no tomorrow, I still search for the feeling of his soft lips against mine. It made me feel like the luckiest girl in the world. 
>First love was hard something ill never forget but my real question was will I learn to love again????


  1. I know for a fact as soon as someone that is the ONE comes along ... you will love him. You cant lose the ability to love, you will love again just like you did before, you just need to be patient.